I love to walk around at the creek, where I live close by, I know where no one goes down there and walk around naked. My soul feels so free when I do that, I feel at peace, desolate and love nature...I'm not ashamed of what I do and don't see this as a sexual thing, just being alone. Anyone else enjoys this type of nature?. I also love to paddle and strap my bare bottom until there are welts and some black and blue marks. It makes my desire to cum like a fountain.:).I also tried several dildos..the longest was 12" long and was 1 1/2" across and 4" around.. I was able to take it all..but my favorite is 8"..I can put it in all the way in one push then eventually do it as fast as I can...really love the feel of it...:)...Mine is 7" long 2" across and 5 1/2" around.